Jan 30, 2010

Jan 30, 2010

The past few days have been a blur and completely overwhelming. I do now when it gets that way, if you take the time to fall to your knees and say a prayer, great things come your way to lift up your broken spirit.

Many times I have felt things weren't working in my favor, but now I see that it's satan working his way into my faith. I feel there are times satan works even harder when he feels my spirit is weak. Never before have I completely relented to God and his power. I was always the doubter. I doubted his power, doubted his forgiveness, doubted his love, and even doubted his existence.

HE is real and so is satan. ( Upper and lower case on purpose ). I don't know where my life will lead me or what effect I will have on this world but there is a reason for it all. Nothing is by chance. That’s what I've learned and what I hope to show by my living. I certainly still make mistakes. I'm an open book. Sometimes, according to my other two children, a little too open. I have a passion for a true meaning for living which makes me overreact at times. I am constantly teaching myself to curtail my thoughts and words. I do have to say though, when the spirit calls, I will speak.

Life is so short. Let's live! How about starting right now? If you have a dream, go for it. If you need to ask someone for forgiveness, do it. If you love someone, tell them. If you feel hurt, say it. If you love the Lord, then shout it. If you doubt it, ask for clarity.

It will happen.

Have faith.

Lona